So I am sitting here on my amazing corduroy-ish couch completely energyless, and absolutely unmotivated to go to the gym watching mindless TV until I can spot enough skinny girls to get my tush motivate enough to go run.
As I was flipping through the channels, I happened across Hoarders on AE.
Now this is not my first time watching this show, but as I sat there watching the tons of useless junk that these people have piled up, I couldn't help but think about how unbelievable powerful and intimidating the human mind can be.
It it unbelievably crazy that our brains can convince us of such powerful things.
It can make us feel so uncomfortable with throwing things away that it can actually convince us to keep them incase we need them later.
I'm not going to lie, I am sure everyone has experienced some maladaptive symptoms.
I have kept a shirt in the closet that I have only worn once thinking well what if i really want to wear it another time.
I have triple checked to make sure my hair straightener was off, or the my door was locked.
Everyone has a few of these tendencies, but for those who are not so lucky, they can become full blown slaves to these symptoms and I find it one of the most interesting things ever.
Maybe it's because I work in a hospital.
A human mind can convince a person to check over and over things or make people so uncomfortable that they have to count and turn things on and off until it feels right. It can convince people that germs are so grotesque that they have to wash their hands in routine abandoning their other responsibilities like their children.
It can convince people to experience symptoms of pregnancy and actually just appear to be pregnant all because their minds think they are.
Our minds can cause us to hear and see things that are not there.
It just astonishes me.
With that being said: Cue my Mother-In-Law-To-Be.
You all may know the MIL despises me. Like totally avoids my texts, and is not even coming to our wedding hates me.
Now Cue her House.
She is the epitome of Hoarder.
Like junk pilled up the walls can only walk through a path to get to where ever you are going. Now I have only been in her house like twice, so I don't think she is to the point where she is keeping garbage, but she is hardly able to pay her mortgage because she wastes so much money buying useless things that no one needs.
Watching her do this hurts so much inside because I see so clearly that she needs help.
It's only a matter of time until she does get to the garbage phase, but I don't know what to do.
She won't even talk to me so I can't help her & my fiances twin is so brainwashed by her that he really doesn't see it & has become so much like her that he is miserable and bitter all the time.
I guess mostly I just need to vent.
But if anyone has ANY idea on how to deal with a hoarding mother in law who won't even talk to you I would LOVE to hear it!!
xoxo.